Today

And today you tell me how much you love me
That you would want to make me feel just how much before you die
That you feel guilty for not being able to do so now
I would have had loved to hear this months back
When the hunger for you is so intense that feeding it makes it even worse
But now all that I'm left with is doubts
I don't know if I should believe you
And I don't know if you even believe your own words
Might it be that you just wish to do the right thing?
That you just wish to make it right with me,
And not be necessarily as in love with me as you think you are?
I sometimes wish I would have the strength to leave you
So you could figure this out all on your own
You need desperately to solve your own puzzle for us to start making sense
I need for you to want this, as much as you love me.